She's a 19 year-old girl aiming nothing in particular. Though she wishes for happiness to find her and love to consume her. She dreams of wild and simple things alike. She's a hilarious brat because she's been pathetic for years. She doesn't like judgmental people and sometimes exposes her angst through silence. When she smiles more than ever, it's when the sorrow has become unbearable. She's just someone trying to be understood. Pretty reckless but knows where to stand. She is me.
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It’s a Sunday. And I’m pretty contented with the things I did today. Nothing much to write really. Except that I’ve been pretty hungry always and forever and I get these stomach pains every time I eat. I do not know why. It hurts like when acid is striking my intestines and I feel like vomiting all over again but… oh, well.
Nothing significant has been happening lately.
:|
Nobody can tell the exact feeling that you’re in right now. Some people may judge you and misunderstand your thoughts but they will never feel what you really feel. Everybody doesn’t care about others’ feelings. Some are just good enough for making friends and keeping you comfortable. Despite of this, your emotions will remain yours and you’re the only one who can understand it wholly. Yes, they’ll never know how hard it is because they don’t hold your heart. It’s all yours and when you get to the point that you’ve found the solution, then you can prove that you’re the best person who understands yourself.
BlackBerry phone for my 20th. But maybe it will be too much again. :(
what does "gwapa" supposed to mean?? i see you're very attached to that word...
I answered:
It means pretty or some sort. Lol.
(via wordsandlyrics)
The feeling right now is superb. I went home feeling tired and sleepy but I was suddenly all hyped when I knew that my best friend since high school was going to be my classmate the coming school year. And there goes the rain, beautiful music, yummy food and all the good vibes surrounding me. The only thing lacking is… joke.
Okay. So I went on a 7AM duty today at the San Lorenzo Ruiz Ward at West Visayas State University Medical Center and I was really excited to go and all but I regretted it because I did not have a toxic patient so I was bored most of the time and I was really sleepy. But good thing, I was with a good friend, Joyce and so we tried to chika2x during the times when we were not doing anything. There were only six seniors-to-be and 3 juniors-to-be who went on duty at the said ward and we were all girls. The tasks were even less hectic because we did not have to get the vital signs. The juniors-to-be are the ones taking over the vital signs taking. And we were left with the usual charting and the giving of medications and other procedures. So my patient had this diagnosis of stab wound at the left upper quadrant of his chest and he was on NPO status which means he can’t take anything via his mouth. So I had to give intravenous medications and I kinda enjoyed the experience. If I were on IV therapy completion, I must have had completed by now, considering all my experiences since my third year. Well, except the IV insertion. Anyway, I did it quite well with a bit of our instructor’s supervision. And my charting was the shortest ever. We didn’t really have to put all the assessment and stuff in the nurse’s notes.
Then, did I tell you I did something stupid but I’m not making myself any more stupid? I asked advice from my friends and they said it’s better to leave it. So, fine. And then, this group mate of mine was like,
(Insert my first name), wala na kamo ga date2x ni…?”
“Dugay na wala pro.”
Blablabla. I don’t know why I always have to face interrogations like this from each of my batch mates. Maybe they just couldn’t accept the fact that it has been long over for us. Loljk.
And then, I have always loved the staff nurses of our university hospital. They’re so kind to the max.
And then, we had lunch at 10AM so that’s why I have been so hungry.
And then, he texted. Because I texted. But he did not know it was me. And I am not planning to tell him. So that’s it.
;)
